Sinterance

Me doing the grunt work clearly isnn't cutting either with my great drugged out life or with my grandiose dumbed out Ideas And here's why, I have come in this moment to realize. It wasn't that the original scheme was ill-conceived. Oh, quite on the contrary, Howston Thristyturd. Right on track. But, honestly, a little timid. Everything in this scene plays its roll with superb skill and aplomb, to the point that the competing factors--the pen up against the swords of seratonin--that everybody's gotten a little carried away in a brava wave of spirited competition. And, being as inspired, ahead, and apart as little [neighme] and his siimple hard bullet were in front of the Goliathian doubting judgemental cases, he the unarticulated strategy was a faithful consvervative, giving up the big bet for the hedge at the limits of what could be lost. Wrong. Here's what needs to happen:

I'm put in charge--CEO--of a team of designers, programmers, promotions & marketing people, and a good googley cook. I've won, with the help of a respected mentor/admireror, a hefty haya grant. With that I employ these people for a year competa. They need me to do it right. They depend on the money. The bold payoffing career move.

See, I'll do it for them, and only that way for me, and only that way actually accomplishing the first modest goal of a wrtten faceted, mod curge.

Clear. Lee.