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May 10, 2005
drawing on the pleasures of all people
At the bar I grew especially interested in everybody’s conversations, that interest growing to a peak with a conversation between to friends that included a lightening sudden and short and equally forceful burst of loud foul anger, mysterious, as it died right down in the same two half seconds. Guessed it was a mock-up, a dramatic forecast, plan practiced, sentiment vented maybe, but it kinda seemed withmy scant clues that there was drama and conflict brewing with another man or group in his circle of movement and that confrontation or just frontation was beng planned or fantasized over. It seem a little excited and self-serious, and flamboyant, a little like west side story with a location transplant to yuppieville. just to shake it up a little, freshify it, make a tired story seem new again.
And now especially today back on the bustling populated streets again after much solitary confinement in my apartment over the weekend and passing a decent deal of that time with an unsual, at least unusually indulged interst in porn, I find myself with a new and terrible tic, a revelation of my non-pc core filled with scorn for all women starting with my own mother whos call on monthers day I refused to answer, because what i’m doing or did through all public passage and byways was picture myself fucking missionary, knees up, same everytime, every girl I saw, or at a doable rate, but not selectively, or very, and finding a likeing of the thoughts of women I wouldn’t normally, not at all, nto by a long shot (but then qhen I went to test the suspected universality of it there was a definte shortcoming, a failure to be uniformly distributed). Hmm. Cool. Ugly. Obsessive. Maybe also a way out of this cagey trap. Replace the crack with another crack. A softer fleshier juicier more bed oriented crack. Really. Kind of an Atkins logic to it, and maybe crazy enough to untwine the fibery spell.
Posted by peligrito at May 10, 2005 5:09 AM
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