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May 16, 2005
crackheads have goals too! (yeah, i meant besides copping)
I really really wanted to get the Movable Type install done this weekend, before returning to work on Monday. Down the the wire, maybe even the wire’s core, a short-burning Edson filament…who knows…the point is, it looks like I just might make it. Barely. I made a goal. and am about to accomplish that goal. I haven’t had that feeling in quite a while, and perhaps never mixed with the loving good feeling of my baby crack, that little hard hearted whore, what did I expect? But I love her anyway. I will always love her, even if we can’t be together. (Hey, fuck you; it’s true. This thing is based on all honesty and won’t work with…what is it?…popsych’s favorite bandy-about?…denial. Yes, that’s it.
True to the carefully deliberate spirit of the CrackOnCrack blog as well as it’s prescribed method—that ALL activity from technical to creative to administrative, to editorial, and so on, be done while on crack—and actual execution, Moveable Type is now as I type (still as yet regrettably and embarrassingly fixedly, but not for long if I and WS_FTP have anything to do with it) being installed under my care and guidance in a quite “high-on-crack” state. Oooo, isn’t that dangerous? a lovely young girl in the audience hiccups out. I gurrgle back. Perfectly.
No, what I really do in lady-less situations such as the present, is I click some dirs and send them on their FTP way over to the server and then wait because once I know they made it there safely, I’m a gona CHMOD their little unsuspecting asses and see how they like that, huh? How does one (esp. a crackhead in his final hours of suchhood, if he is to be successful in his quitting endeavor) best pass time like that? The time between an FTP-powered gesture of generosity with the world, and the socially responsible sweeping and egalitarian granting of read and write privileges across the mother’f’in board, I tell you. What? By heating up a pebble, I say. That’s how! As long as it’s not after you decided to quite, what you do—the way I like to do it, anyway, and am rcommending you do , too, is, see, I Do a little thing, smoke a little thing. It makes perfect sense, and shimmers with wonderful, delightable symmetry—almost like a college student might were he or she good at both math AND English!
Back to my goals, you pithy distractor!
Posted by peligrito at May 16, 2005 3:03 AM
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